This painting completes the series of six, which I will be displaying during the Hebden Bridge Winter Open Studios next weekend 5th/6th December 11am – 5pm at Northlight Art Studios. I will also have a couple of paintings in the ArtsMill Winter Art Market opening the same weekend. Open Studios is always a good time to visit Hebden Bridge, because there are four major arts organisations opening their doors for visitors to poke around studios, visit exhibitions and buy totally unique gifts.
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Balcony
This is part of a series of six (at the moment). Many of my paintings are leading me to ideas about how we feel being photographed. I don’t know about you, but I have always felt very self-conscious in front of a camera. What sort of expression should I arrange my face into? How should I stand? What should I do with my hands? The problem with having a camera pointing at you is that you know there is going to be a permanent record made, a photographic image which you will then have as ‘evidence’ to judge yourself against. And with digital cameras, camcorders, mobile phone cameras and CCTV, we are very often in front of a camera, and a lot of ‘evidence’ is being made. What does this do to our sense of self, and how we present ourselves? And just how many images of ourselves are ‘out there’? Then, of course, we put our photos onto the internet. Who knows what happens to them then? My painting has led me to a whole discussion about surveillance and identity. Next stop – the library!
Christian Mieves ‘On the Beach’
Thoroughly enjoyed Christian Mieves’ exhibition of paintings that evoked and explored the beach and geographical and political associations with the beach as a ‘boundary’ land. The colour palette used is consistent throughout the works – pale greeny-blues and blue-greens, dull ochre rather than sandy-gold. These ‘off’ colours create a sense of dimness or distance, giving a sense of age, dim memory or dull pain. The paintings are constructed vigorously, with bold brushstrokes defining a limb or the strut of a boat. The style reminded me vaguely of Bomberg in the confidence of the brushstrokes, but the style was looser, and the paint thinner. Mostly you can see the surface of the canvas, wood panel, tiles, or aluminium – he’s experimental with types of surface. He’s also not afraid to vary the scale. Some filled a gallery wall, several feet wide. Others, such as this one, were tiny – only 11×7.5cm on mdf. I loved these paintings, the drips and pencil marks and bits of bare canvas. They weren’t afraid to show their making, and were highly desirable objects. Some of them explored the site of the beach as a landing place, and not always a successful one. Two hinted at shipwrecked hulls, and my favourite was of a figure draped over the bow of a boat, listless, exhausted, or dead. The exhibition is on at South Square Gallery near Bradford until 30th November 2009.
Buggy
It’s been rather quiet round here, I know. I’m busy in my final year of a BA in Visual Art, and also doing some arts administration work for a gallery and a studio group.
I’m working through some artistic dilemmas right now. As part of my degree, we look at professional development, which forces us to think about what we are going to do with our art. Are we going to exhibit it? If so, where? Do we want to sell it? To whom? All of these questions have a nasty habit of getting right in the way of my creative process. I sit down in my studio and get an idea for a piece of work. Then a nasty little voice pipes up ‘ yeah, but who’ll be interested in that? who will buy it? ‘ This is not helpful. I think the only way to make authentic artwork is to shut all that out, and make what you truly want to make. Then you can face the work of trying to find a market for it.
Another dilemma is knowing how other people will view your work. What do they see? With my work, I try to literally ‘say what I see’ in an attempt to second-guess what a viewer will see in the work. Despite these attempts, though, I’m nearly always surprised by other people’s reactions to my work.
Toddler
Acrylic on paper 12″ x 16″
Nets
Acrylic on paper. I enjoyed using a textured medium for the sand, something that I can’t do with oils. I find I do quite different paintings with acrylics and oils. To a large extent, the medium dictates the formal qualities of the picture.
Bluebell Girl
Elizabeth Peyton ‘Live Forever’
“Oh my God, I didn’t realise they were so SMALL!”
This was my first startled reaction on entering Gallery 8 in the Whitechapel Gallery, London. I’d seen many reproductions of Elizabeth Peyton’s work, but none in the flesh. The scale took me totally by surprise. Most of the works are not much bigger than an A4 piece of paper, and most are on thick slabs of what looks like MDF, making them quite chunky and substantial objects despite their small scale.
The size meant you got right up close to them, like you would to a photograph. Once there, these paintings pack a real punch. It’s not just the dense bursts of colour – which have been aptly described as ‘jewelled’ by many commentators. It’s also the dreamy beauty of her subjects. She describes their features in loving detail – particularly the eyes, and her trademark red mouths. The rest of the figures are dealt with in a much looser fashion with a few dabs of paint. And fashion is an apt word here. Many of her drawings and paintings resemble fashion illustration, with fine noses and hands carefully outlined and long legs stylistically posed. Her paintings seem to owe much to drawing, despite the painterly brushstrokes and washy glazes which are allowed to run into each other.
The small scale lends her paintings intimacy, but her subjects seem absorbed in their inner world, unaware of a viewer’s presence. The paintings share with their source photographic material a sense of voyeurism – we are peeking in at someone’s more private and reflective moments. In ‘Nick Reading Moby Dick’ (2003), a young man wearing a bright red jacket with red-white-blue pin striped shirt has a book open on his knee. He does not appear to be reading at all – rather, he is staring into space, his bright blue eyes depicted in fine detail with the dark outer ring of the iris, and salmon-pink eyelids. He seems composed, dreamy, lost in thought. The bright red of his jacket is enhanced by the dark greens and browns of the parkland surrounding him, with a flash of lime green grass glimpsed through trees.
Some people I felt I’d met before, such as the blonde girl in ‘Liz and Diana’ (2006) where the pinkish tip of the girl’s nose is somehow familiar and totally human. As she sits curled up, writing in a book on her lap, I feel I must have seen her often in a library somewhere.
I came across one or two on a much larger scale (we are still only talking 2 or 3 feet here!) and in contrast to the tiny portraits I had become used to, I found these strangely overwhelming and much less intimate. They seemed to dominate me, and I didn’t like the feeling much. I also felt that the more recent seated portraits taken from life rather than from a photographic source strangely lacked life, appearing flatter, packing less colour and emotional charge, and seeming less real somehow than her photo-sourced images. For me, this calls into question one of those ‘truisms’ I am so often faced with that the only ‘real’ paintings are those that are painted from life.
Peyton somehow manages to make all her subjects look beautiful, with their finely defined noses and upper lips, incredibly detailed eyes and eyelashes, and their flowing hair. After spending a couple of hours greedily drinking them in, I left the gallery only to find that everyone I saw – and I mean everyone – looked beautiful. So beautiful that I wanted to draw the faces that I saw on the tube, to capture their individuality and their beauty. Now that is a gift.
Live Forever is on at the Whitechapel Gallery in London from 9 July until 20 September 2009.
(Review also posted on a-n Interface)
Update on Open Studios
Last weekend was my first Open Studios at Northlight Art Studios, which I moved into in January this year. It was a very busy weekend, with lots of visitors. I found that people seemed more comfortable looking in my space when I wasn’t in it, so spent most of the time welcoming visitors at the door, or visiting other artists. By the Sunday afternoon, however, I was ready to reclaim my studio, so sat in it and did some drawing, which didn’t seem to disuade visitors from coming in.
Landscape Summer School
Do you fancy a weekend in the gorgeous surroundings of Hebden Bridge, with an intensive two days of landscape painting and drawing workshops?
Northlight Studios are running their first Summer School starting Friday 31st July in the evening. Mary and Perri who are the two tutors are great at sharing creative new approaches to painting and drawing, and are also very good with beginners (I know – Mary taught me for a while!)
You will also get an opportunity to look around the studios and meet some of the other artists on the Friday evening. Maybe see you there!